It’s been 6 months since the first time we get in touch. I can’t believe that, amazingly it’s a haft year, for me it’s really a significant long period of time to get such a good relationship with a boy who I’ve never met by face to face way. I have ever believed that how absurd it is to make it through internet, and honestly till now I still don’t change my mind, except to you. Do you remember which date it our first time exactly is and how we got to know each other? Maybe you don’t remember but I do.

            I don’t know how to say about our time but I know that’s an unforgotten time in my life. In 16th February (I took note it), that time was my final semester at university so I didn’t have to go to class daily but spend more time to stay with my computer to prepare for my graduation thesis, on that day I came to an English study web (I didn’t remember which this web is, do you?) then I got you there, thank you very much because you said “Hi” to me first, if you didn’t, we have nothing now. (I remember that you say “Hi” to me because you find my nickname was familiar to you, he he , honestly I don’t know why it could be familiar to you, but for whatever thank to that we can know each other).

What I like in you?

At that time, I was very interested in you because you are a guy has many the same hobbies to me, like raising turtle, taking photos, being online, drawing and don’t forget one important thing, learning English, it is English linking us together ( maybe it’s not a hobby but a task which we find it important). And other common things we have, that we just find out afterwards, listening to rock music (Linkin Park), going aboard (which one between us will go aboard first?), argument and what else…

However, do you know what your first nice thing that made a strong impression on me is?? It is your nice voice, at the first time we talked; did you remember I must ask you again if you are a 26+ man or a child? I really like your nice baby voiceà that’s why I call you Babe, right?

I really want to thank you because you were side by me while I was completed my thesis (you made me feel funny to relax, supported me while my report was turned back, designed the temple for my slide presentation ) –> I appreciate that.

Thank you because you shared to me your thought, your life, your work, your plan, your family, your friend and also your ex-darling –> I feel very happy whenever you can confide in me.

Thank you because you showed me your culture, your country Indonesia, your region Muslim –> I’ve ever thought that Islamite is extreme and very passive before. I couldn’t believe that there is a nice, funny and loveable Islamite as you.

And thank Goodness that Jakarta and Hanoi have the same GMT+7 so we can chat together easily everyday

            In short, I know you are not a very handsome and talent man, you are not a rich and high social status man, but you are very good-natured, kind-hearted, hard-working , optimistic, funny and smart I think. And you are a crazy fan of MU, I like the person who have a real enthusiasm. (Ohm, how so good you are! there will be many girls want to make your acquaintance if they know this)

What I dislike in you?

However, there are some things that I think they are not good in you. I told you about these things at least one time before, but frankly I find that you are still in trouble so I must repeat them. (We like to say frankly, right??)

First, you are so bad in taking care yourself. You are so skinny, I know it’s because you have trouble with your digestion and because of the heredity factors like you said before but it doesn’t mean that you can not make yourself better: you shouldn’t leave any your dinner meal too late anymore for any reason, it is really harmful for your health and your weak stomach. You should do more morning exercises and spend less time to stay with your lovely computer. Sleeping 4-5 hours per day is too few for a young man I think, please sleep more (don’t laugh; you are not a child, right? So you must know how to protect your heath)  

Second, you seem to be a too easy person, hum how to explain, I mean you shouldn’t give up your target easily. (I know that you will not agree with me or will not be pleasure to my opinion, but I just want to say what in my mind, if you want me show you some prove, please ask me ). I myself is often same as you, just want to give up my goals, my targets and turn back to easier things,  but when thinking more, I find that if I give up all of my goals I have nothing for myself. To make easy I just set up small goals , they are just very simple goals in my life but I will try not to give them up. We are simple so we do simple things.

                Anyway it’s just my own opinion it maybe right or wrong but I think you want to know my real thought, right? I think it is enough, hope that you can read it.

               Unfortunately, it’s a long time we don’t keep chatting, I don’t know why, I was busy then you are busy. Is that because of business, isn’t it? Or what reason? I already contact to you through mobile sms, yahoo, gmail but I still can’t find out the reason you don’t keep contact to me in a week. Please don’t think that I am complaining about this, I think it will be better for us if we stop chatting everyday like it was before, I just wonder what happened to you?